2013

The cross over to 2013.
It came so fast when I least expected it.

Till this point looking back from what had happen throughout the whole 2012, my reaction would be "WOW, how did I even came across all this."

:))) Thanks for the people around me.
Its definitely been a better year as compared to previous ones.

I make mistakes and I learn from it, pick up new skills, make new friends and last but not least I found myself still standing.

I couldn't explain all this through words, I only know, I am different.

Not a bad person, just being the real me and the me that you want me to be.
I never changed, is just the me, the deep inside me had learned to be firm.
It doesn't mean I don't say or react this way means I am like that. You are not me.

Ohmy! Getting so emotion.:O
CUT!

HAHAHA! OHWELL, what's new.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!<3
Make this a great year for all of us.:)) CHEERS!!

Hope that it stay here and no where else

Be yourself.

I had always been who I am from day 1 and still I got this kind of judgement.

You still want me to be myself. How could I possibly still get all those confident back?

No doubt? How could I have no doubt when I treat someone so nice and always have the "you before me" thinking and yet I still receive this kind of treatment, is not even consider as outsider. I did nothing for this kind of judgment. You know how hard I always tell myself to move on? Is just so unexpected that people will have that kind of judgement.

It make me felt that the world is so scary.
She is just a kid. Yet I got bullied by her. Seriously, its just so hard to move on.
I tried to convince myself to act as its transparent.

It just so hard, I guess.

I wonder do you know how much I think about this?
about why am I even having this problem.
Yes, to you its small.
But, to me. I just can't understand why is it even happening.
You say you tried, yes I know. You scolded her, that's what your family done.
Just........It just can't work out for me.
I felt as though everyone doesn't welcome me.
Just have the feeling that I don't belong there, never had that feeling before too, and never will.

How could I don't have doubt.

Every time I say anything, you always have your side of story. When will you really listen to mine and pamper me like what other guys do?

whatever is it gf is just a gf. The feeling you gave me it just seems that you can simply forget what your sister done because she is your sister and you don't want you family everyday black face and that's your best reason.

Merry Christmas.:)

Life begins at the end of your comfort zone

I really hope that it marks the end of all this.

I had make that step which leads me to no where now.
For now, all I felt is that I am finally stepping back on to the solid ground.

Like what you all told me, "time heals".

Deep down, I am still disappointed to myself.
And people around me.
Why would you realize me, after you lose me?
And why am I just too soft?
I never know what I wanted, I just want things to be right.

I just hope that some day..I could really find some one who can.

Sorry to hurt you all.
Nothing I can do to make up for what I did.
All I can do is to reduce.

But, thanks for being there.:)

Random

I didn't know.
I am just sorry, all I can say is that I do appreciate you.

"It's what you do to me"

So tight!

Time to sleep!
YAWNSSSSS!~ Busy busy month.>.<

<3 nom nom nom.
I am a cat. Meowww~

Off day, to continue four straight working days

FURBYYYYY!!

I can't wait for you to be placed on retail store shelf!
I will definitely check out!
So insane mode.

Awww~
Ice blended mocha w non fat milk, yummy.
You taste the mocha better, trust me on this.
It's the kick.:))


True, like what you said. I do cherish this relationship.
But it's hard for a person to really change.
Even if it does happen, its just temporary.

Let's see how things goes, shall I? :))

Hugging my pink rabbit

, not because its from you.
Just that, I have feeling towards my toys.

Simple, sweet and nice.

Toys doesn't relates directly towards the giver.
Just simply throwing away those toys doesn't helps to
reduce those misses.

Its called, "Naive".


Just trying to limit the amount of care and concern.

I don't need anyone right now. Just a friend will do.
As promised, T&C.

Life still goes on, currently, I appreciate those people that is worth while.
Thank you.:)


ITS WEDNESDAY! OFF DAY FOR ME!
((: When I look back, I realise that I am still far from who I actually is.
Trying.

Lairs

Whether to choice to believe?

Drop dead tired from first day of work.:)

Hibernating mode

Most of my time I had, had been contributed as part of my sleeping time.

Its September time, starting to recollect the empty parts of me and carry on with what I left hanging.

I do admit the flaws in me, just give me some time to adjust it.

I don't need any suggestion such as making more girlfriends.
With or without that, its still who I am today.
You are just jealous from where I came from.
I am a strong soul.

Me, myself is a girl. You think I need other girls to enlighten me?
When I can just make them speechless.

So, I don't agree to what you said.

You say I will regret in the future for who I am today,
but who are you to tell me that, when you are such a fisherman?

All I can say, thanks for your advice.





WOOOOHOOO! Its Monday! kinda egg-cited for my "FIRST" day of work.
I will definitely ensure to myself that I will perform better than that time I left.

Its meant to be untold

Thinking back that day when your sister wants to do the IRON ART thingy. Without any hesitation the next meet up, I carried that whole box all the way to your house. And when things happen, this is how your sister treats me and those misunderstanding towards me starts to surfaces.
And it ended with just a simple scolding and an apology from you and not her.

Interesting.

Have you ever really wonder how is the right way you should treat a girlfriend? I doubt so that you do.

Just stop those small little acts behind others, it make you so immature.
And I don’t need you to lecture me base on your assumption.

Just bear in mind that, the core reason of this break up, is you.

 

How many times had I deny the fact that "you understand me"?
To be honest, after break up until now the things you said and do.
I can tell you straight that you never understand me at all.

 

If you carry on being like this, it brings you nowhere.
It just simply drift you further away from me.